I’m more excited than I should be. This awakens the 10 year old within me, the one whose life forever changed the moment the Star Destroyer flew over Tatooine chasing the Tantive IV. Star Wars has forever dominated my path. Seeing that this is in Imax, I intend to see it at the Pacific Science Center come December.
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But You Don’t Look Sick
A friend of mine pointed me to this article recently, which is found powerful as an explanation of living with chronic conditions: The Spoon Theory. It’s a great allegory for the life-management that those living with chronic conditions (lupus, chronic fatigue, etc) constantly deal with. Each of life’s decisions represent a significant opportunity cost.
This article comes from But You Don’t Look Sick, a website dedicated to those with hidden disease. Our culture stigmatizes those who don’t meet our expectations for being “ill”. My theory: it’s tied to a disdain for folks “trying to get something for nothing”, and our lingering distrust of others. It’s easy to believe that they’re “making it up”, whether they “thrive on drama” or are “playing for sympathy”, or whatever other pejorative label we rattle off. It’s an easy, and painful reaction. One that needs consideration and control.
Personally, I’d rather be played a fool (as the adage goes) than not be supportive to a friend in need. Yet I, too, struggle with these reactions. And so I proceed, more aware, towards some semblance of wisdom.
Self Destruction
My soul is haunted
Life’s mistakes memorized
Destroying my peace
Violence Displayed
They mesmerize us
Pictures of carnage, strife.
Cherry blossoms fall
Lost and Found
I’m so lost
Somtimes
That I fade into
The noisy clutter
Of the street,
Vanishing into
This swarm of
Life.
Often, the only
Way to be found,
Attaining the deepest
Human connection
Between souls
Is to boldly
Lose yourself
And become
One
With
Everyone.
Saturday thoughts
Had a day to myself, thus many errands were run. One key one: adjusting my new glasses. Yes, I’ve crossed a key benchmark of life: progressive lens. Aka: bifocals. My first round of these and need just a bit of a tweak. Don, and his colleagues at Edmonds Vision Center have always taken exemplary care of me. This time, no exception. Plus, Don is a fellow Android fan, and he recommended a few apps which I’m looking forwards to trying out:
These look like great productivity tools. Should be fun.
Force: A Haiku
Water gracefully
Gently wearing down mountains
Strength, freedom of force
Force
Water gracefully
Gently wearing down mountains
Strength, freedom of force
Thankfulness
Awesome company
Growing my dearest friendships
A delightful life
Thankfulness
Awesome company
Growing my dearest friendships
A delightful life