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Resisting waking
My chaotic mind distorts
Damaging my rest
My mind gets going, laden with fear and energy, heat building up in my scalp as the unfocused fears run unburdened by logic or balance. Unreasonable and irrational, disrupting my rest and my day.
Feeling exhausted
Just not sleeping very well
And I don’t know why
Snooze bar seduction
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p style=”font-family:"”>Rather, contentment
Weariness wins now
Slumber seduces me
I wake upon my couch
Sometimes rest is hard
Eyes glued to this tiny screen
Turn the device off!
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p style=”font-family:’Helvetica Neue’, Arial, sans, sans-serif;”>Dawn’s driving force pushing me
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p style=”font-family:’Helvetica Neue’, Arial, sans, sans-serif;”>Fearing wakefulness
A strange night,
Again awake when I wish to be asleep.
Slumber ignores my humble call
Blindly ignoring both my needs and concerns.
This lack of weariness annoys.
This rationale mind knows,
Knows the exhaustion coming.
Tomorrow’s sunrise.
Dread stares into my eyes,
Unblinking.