tweets, xkcd comics, dreams and sticking to your guns

As I expect you all know, early in 2020 I returned to school to study web application development (head here if you need an update). I’m not the youngest student. However, I’m not the oldest, either. I have had a few people mention that, as I’m older, I don’t have as much to offer the world and that I’m keeping the space from those who will contribute more. Bah! I have a lot to offer. I bring a lot to my classes, to my fellow students, and will bring a lot to wherever I land, career-wise, next.

First thing this morning I came across this tweet:

Motivates me hard! Who knows? Maybe I’ll go after a master’s (not sure I want to do a PhD…though, in my heart-of-hearts, I want to know EVERYTHING about computers).

This comic from xkcd gave me pause, too.

xkcd - Dreams

Ultimately, I need to believe in myself, in what I bring, in what I know. Don’t hold back! I’m investing far too much time and energy to be timid about all that.

Ah, to live a bold life! We’ll see, my friends, we’ll see.

Dreams Arise Again

dreams arise again

fears, one after another

barren branches sing 

A Sunday Night Haiku

Journey into dreams
Those fantastical places
Of intense beauty

Good night! May you be refreshed and energized, ready to face this upcoming week.

Tonight’s Haiku: The Movement Of Seasons

My dreams keep moving 

In an arc around the sky

Autumn’s now winter 

Dreams of the Surf

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Riders of surf

Captured imagination

Motion’s perfection

Good Night

The night has come

Motion is now stilling

Dream’s demands coming forth

Wakefulness stills

I Dreamt Of Falling

Dreamt of falling
Into a pool of cool water
Falling slowly
Gently, safely
God wants me to know
That I must trust him
To guide me to where
He wants me to go
Develop trust
That his plan
Is what will
Make me the
Best me
I could ever be
Words echoing
Spirits speaking
I’m unaware if
These words
Have any meaning
Outside of my mind
But the sacredness
Which surrounds me
Speaks to me

Memories Within Dreams 

This morning’s coolness 

Echoes of her voice fading 

Birdsong delights me

In this morning dark

My mind’s focus telling me

My heart’s deep values
There are times that I think my priorities are “X”. I’ve learned, though, my mind’s focus when I wake tells me the deepest concerns of my heart. 

What’s interesting is how often it’s not anything I give focus to during my day. Or i would expect to be secondary. 

Sometimes it’s not logical, other times it’s extremely rational. 

Sometimes fear, now, though, it’s not. That’s a blessing. 

May 24, 2918

May 24, 2918

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